Monday 28 April 2014

Vishwa Natya Dhinam



Priya Sakhi,

Today is International Dance Day-- Happy Dancing! Am I proud to belong to this special fraternity.

A dancer's life is not easy. Passion drives us. For many an artiste it consumes their entire being.

Recently a good friend said that  dancers are very  `self absorbed'--  Are we?
Well , Who is not? From the politician to that person who sweeps the road, even the millions of non-profit organisations that mushroom, the social activist--  for everybody, there is that sense of  `self' . The degrees, the intensity varies....

 Coming to think of it Sakhi! Priya Sakhi, a dancer is many things rolled into one-- her interests cannot just stop with dance/natya-- music, sculpture, theoretical knowledge, culture, religion, stage craft, costume, colours, aesthetics.... then  writing, speaking, being on par with technological advancements, public relations, understanding media, psychology--- as we need to gauge the pulse of the audience, man management, student psychology, physiology, new exercise routines, kalari payyittu, yoga, pranayama... I am sure there are many more. Then if it is a girl/woman, throw in the joys and anxieties of  being a  daughter, sister, niece, sister-in-law, cousin,wife, mother,mother-in-law....( And the male dancers have their roles and of course the transgenders have their roles too).

And then if one is working in an office and pursuing dance-- phew! we need to look at so many things! So it is both a micro and macro existence. So Bharata's 10 requisites of a dancer is basic ( I refer to the verse athi sthulaapi.... dashaitha natya varjitha).


Amazing Sakhi! And we are self-absorbed?!! Let us be so.

As you know I love dance, natya-- the Indian classical styles to folk theatre-- love it that I learnt Therukoothu, poi-k-kaal kudhire, karagam-- loved the Bhutto dance workshop, loved my hip-hop routines, zumba, kuthu... But I absolutely love Bharatanatyam.  In it,  I love the traditional margam, the adavu-s packed style, the subtle abhinaya, the thematic forays of our Parashah group. The neo- natyam experiments that I sometimes get to perform and watch.

For me dance is vibrant. Many of us are constantly re-discovering ourselves. Many of us are socially conscious. Many belong to this world.  We have to know  Indian Philosphy , Western Philosophies.  World  Cultures Religions, Mythologies..... We are within and without.

 A dancer is an artiste and definitely should make that difference to society. Art in Science, Art in education, Art as therapy... in all  those fields, dance is integral. Dance is inspired from life, Dance IS Life.....
 So let it be about the `self'-- ourselves.

Let us Celebrate Dance, Natya, the Dancers...
`Tha tha dhim tha dhim....'

Tuesday 15 April 2014


LIVE and (A)LIVE


Priya Sakhi....


Hi Sakhi... I am alive...
It has been a while since I shared my thoughts with you..
Is it because I am in a state of limbo? Too many people passing away... troubles.. worries.... heat!

Makes me pause and think ... about life, about my natyam.. purpose of continuing in a field that has become highly competitive.  But which profession in not? There is competition, aggression and politics in any field.. in any relationship.

I need to snap out of this wave of self-pity... cliche, but there are many who are worse off... count my blessings---count them one by one.... my mind wanders to school, the carol singing.... the sero gang (one day, Priya Sakhi, I will tell you about this wonderful gang).

Then I come across some old photographs..   serendipity... my kindergarten photographs... photographs of my teenage--- I was slimmer then, younger then ...things that were locked in the inner recess of my mind, memories just come gushing out like a waterfall . Some bring a tear to my eye.. some photographs make me laugh.

The sounds of incessant laughter, the bus rides with my friend Subha... the innocence... the way our gang used to wait for the Natya-Sangeetha December season... the way we used to prepare the schedules of different sabha-s and the kutcheri-s. There were no ready programme reckoners then.

My niece Manasi just posted on facebook saying that `life was simpler then'. True.

There was no internet, no mobiles, no facebook, no blogs even...
But friendships were deeper, family ties were stronger, life was...

But wait... I am not against technology... love and enjoy every thing it offers us. But are we in control of our lives?  Mobile phones... computers.. tabs.. I-pads.. tablet... are they the means of communication or are they the end?
How many saw the orange moon yesterday? How many of us listen to the parrots, the sound of the crows? Do we see butterflies? No not on the net, dear Sakhi,   but live.
Live and live--- one sense it means `to be alive' and in the other it means ` in the current.'.. but ...

How alive are we now? Is it about this moment? life now? or what was...  or what will be...
 Too many questions for me...

I  happily hum..
" Smaradhinumam.... Balya sahayam....."